Thursday, November 17, 2011
CNF; Fearless
Without fear; Bold or brave; intrepid. For me fearless means scared of nothing, you let nothing stop you, you are not afraid of failure, or afraid of anything really. You always try new things, you don't not do something because of fear. Not afraid of death or love, not afraid of denial or acceptance, your not worried; you are secure in yourself, and with yourself. Fear is something that I believe that everyone has, I believe that everyone is afraid of something if you are afraid of something, of you are afraid of nothing you are a hero. Everyone is afraid of different things, that what makes everyone different. Some are afraid of death, and the ones who aren't do jobs where they risk their lives everyday. People who are afraid of reptiles or spiders are not going to work with them. People work around their fears , usually people dot want to face their. I am fearfull of being hurt and being accepted, I am fearfull to trust; nobody is fearless, unless they have faced all of their fears multiple times, and have leaned they are not fears at all. Why are we so fearfull? Why are so few genuinely fearless? What are you afraid of?
Thursday, November 10, 2011
CNF; Simply Nothing
My phone rang , interrupting my show, I reached over to the controller hit pause and glanced down to my phone. The screen read "momma" I pressed the green answer button only to hear my mom on the other side of the phone telling me all the chores that needed to be done before she got home. "Laundry, dishes, bathrooms, vacuum..." the list seemed to go on and on, the chore list soon turned into a lecture, my mind began to wander.
How are we here? Are we alive? Is this all a dream? What happens when we die? Are there aliens? How did we get here; evolution or god? Who started all of this? How have we come so far? Is there ghosts? If so are they real? When you die do you stay in the ground? Or does your spirit go off into the after life? Do you come back alive? Reincarnation? Angels? Demons? What is real and what is fake? Why are there so many questions and so few answers? Why can't we live forever? How have we found out what we already know? Is there other living organisms on other planets? Why are we all so different? Why do we all have different perspectives on things? Why do we have emotions? Why do we have cancer and autism? Do come animals have those things? How are some people gifted with great talents and others with none? Why are some people gorgeous and some ugly? How can gravity keep us all on our feet? What makes our planet different than others? How come nothing in life is promised except death? Why is death the only thing we all have in common? What happens when you die? Why is there more war than peace? Why is there so much war? Why do people have great imaginations? Why am I so far from perfection? Why is there jealousy? Why must people cheat and lie? Why are something's "fake" and what makes them fake? Why do we dream at night? What causes our dreams? Why do some people laugh at different things? Am I funny? Do people like me? Will robots rule the world one day? Why are some people so outgoing and some so shy? Why are there drugs? What makes people think it is okay to kill other people? Or abuse others? Why are some people so mean? How can you not feed your animals and kids? Why are some people so b*tchy? What happened in there life that makes people like that? Why does the sun come up everyday at the same time and the earth rotates? How does that happen so perfectly? Why are some people filthy rich and some so poor? Why do people act like other people? Why can't people be who they are? Why do people judge? Why can't we be like avatars? Or what if we are? What if people are controlling our bodies? What If our whole planet existed on someone else's thumb nail? What if we had a hero, like superman and he was president? What if we had villains, and instead of robberies and rapes we dealt with these villains who tried to take over out planet? Do animals have their own little societies? Do they have their own friends like we do? Why is it your heart that aches when someone dies? How do we move out fingers? When you dont even think about it? What if every time that you wanted to move your fingers you has to say outloud "Move Thumb."? Am I alive?.... "KELSEY!, KELSEY!" my mom shouted into the phone.. "are you listening to me?" she asked. "yes mom" I replied.
"what were you doing Kelsey?"
"I was doing nothing mom, keep going."....
How are we here? Are we alive? Is this all a dream? What happens when we die? Are there aliens? How did we get here; evolution or god? Who started all of this? How have we come so far? Is there ghosts? If so are they real? When you die do you stay in the ground? Or does your spirit go off into the after life? Do you come back alive? Reincarnation? Angels? Demons? What is real and what is fake? Why are there so many questions and so few answers? Why can't we live forever? How have we found out what we already know? Is there other living organisms on other planets? Why are we all so different? Why do we all have different perspectives on things? Why do we have emotions? Why do we have cancer and autism? Do come animals have those things? How are some people gifted with great talents and others with none? Why are some people gorgeous and some ugly? How can gravity keep us all on our feet? What makes our planet different than others? How come nothing in life is promised except death? Why is death the only thing we all have in common? What happens when you die? Why is there more war than peace? Why is there so much war? Why do people have great imaginations? Why am I so far from perfection? Why is there jealousy? Why must people cheat and lie? Why are something's "fake" and what makes them fake? Why do we dream at night? What causes our dreams? Why do some people laugh at different things? Am I funny? Do people like me? Will robots rule the world one day? Why are some people so outgoing and some so shy? Why are there drugs? What makes people think it is okay to kill other people? Or abuse others? Why are some people so mean? How can you not feed your animals and kids? Why are some people so b*tchy? What happened in there life that makes people like that? Why does the sun come up everyday at the same time and the earth rotates? How does that happen so perfectly? Why are some people filthy rich and some so poor? Why do people act like other people? Why can't people be who they are? Why do people judge? Why can't we be like avatars? Or what if we are? What if people are controlling our bodies? What If our whole planet existed on someone else's thumb nail? What if we had a hero, like superman and he was president? What if we had villains, and instead of robberies and rapes we dealt with these villains who tried to take over out planet? Do animals have their own little societies? Do they have their own friends like we do? Why is it your heart that aches when someone dies? How do we move out fingers? When you dont even think about it? What if every time that you wanted to move your fingers you has to say outloud "Move Thumb."? Am I alive?.... "KELSEY!, KELSEY!" my mom shouted into the phone.. "are you listening to me?" she asked. "yes mom" I replied.
"what were you doing Kelsey?"
"I was doing nothing mom, keep going."....
Friday, November 4, 2011
CNF; 150 Words
In the winter, a girl realized she had fallen in love, she realized she was in a relationship, where she relied on this boy, this simple boy, that had fallen for her. They were reliant on each other and couldn’t be apart. Friends would say, “ You are very reliant on each other, that’s not good.” Their friends noticed the two becoming distant from their usual friends, and becoming closer to each other. Others would never understand the passion the two have… The need to be together, the want, the desire. With college around the corner, the girl doesn’t know how to be away, how will she be able to grow? How can she be with him and be able to move on and go away, she is terrified of the heartbreak, scared to death to be left, by this boy, this simple boy who has completely taken her heart.
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